| Accident |
[31 May 2009|09:55pm] |
I am alright.
Saturday, while driving down to Eugene I was 56 miles away from my destination. I was driving listening to music all that jazz. I quickly glanced in my review mirror to see if anything was coming, nothing was so I just looked at the road ahead. I was going 60 (speed limit was 65) but I was going with the flow of traffic in the slow lane.
All of a sudden I feel this huge impact on the back of my car and I went swerving out of control across I-5 South. I did four 360's until I collided with the barrier between oncoming traffic. It went head first then slammed into the side. Both of my airbags exploded, and I was shaking in my car. There was brown smoke EVERYWHERE from my airbags and I couldn't breath. I tried to open my door but it wouldn't budge. So I had to slam against it to open it. I was confused and terrified. People stopped and pulled over asking if I was alright (from my side and opposite traffic) I said I was but I was just confused and really shaken up.
I didn't know what happened.
One of the persons that helped me was a lifeguard and was very sweet, she told me that the person (he hit me he swerved out of control as well but did not end up slamming into the barrier like I did) was at fault.
What happened:: I was in the slow lane, and he wanted the exit so he merged (with not enough room, trying to "slide" into my lane) and clipped the back of my Subaru and that was when I went out of control. I was lucky that no one were in the other lanes, everyone was behind me. Otherwise I would have hit all of them as well.
The ambulance came and police took a statement. I was shaking the whole entire time.
The person who hit me was at fault (of course)
And what is sad is that I just got my car a few days ago from my brother (he took it to San Fran to drop off his girlfriend)
But I was even more glad that I was alive.
I went the the hospital and all I have is five sprained toes on my left foot. I was given painkillers for tomorrow and the upcoming weeks.
I'm terrified still and scared, and Im shaking as I write this. I thought before I left, it was going to be a good day, but what was strange was BEFORE I left, I prayed that I would arrive safely, and I measured how far I was away from my steering wheel. If I didn't do that, I would have snapped my neck. And I asked my mom where my insurance card was before I left. My exact words where "I need them just in case anything happens"
Maybe I had a premonition. But all I know is, is that I'm scared to drive for a while.
The ambulance woman said it was amazing that I was even alive, because I hit the barrier going 40 to 50+ MPH.
We went to a resturant after the hospital and the waiter was even amazed that I was alive.
I'm supposed to be dead. And I thank god I am not.
I just want to tell you all to be safe and aware of idiots and asses who drive and think they are all that. Please be safe.
Because something like this can happen to you when you aren't even expecting it.
Please be safe everyone, because I love all of you, and I don't want you to experience this.
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[05 Jan 2009|10:38pm] |
So my schedule thus far of college Winter term:::::
MONDAY
9:00 AM - 10:30 PM Japanese II (hardeharhar I'm so nerdy. I'm going to phailll.)
6:00 PM - 9:50 PM Photography (way too expensive for my budget)
TUESDAY
10:00 AM - 12:50 PM Math Intro to Algebra (must retake due to my grade in Fall term. ugh. great)
1:10 PM - 2:30 PM Writing 122 (I'm not looking forward to this)
6:00 PM - 8:50 PM Japanese Conversation (yay : 33)
WEDNESDAY
9:00 AM - 10:30 PM Japanese II
THURSDAY
10:00 AM - 12:50 PM Math Intro to Algebra (must retake due to my grade in Fall term. ugh. great)
1:10 PM - 2:30 PM Writing 122 (I'm not looking forward to this)
FRIDAY
9:00 AM - 10:30 PM Japanese II
: [
I signed up for more classes but I suppose they didn't register :[
OH WELL.
Since I'm dropping PHOTOGRAPHY I'm ending up with 15 credits. I suppose that is okay.
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| Holidays |
[26 Dec 2008|01:42am] |
Merry Holidays.
My tummy really hurts : [ I think I might become sick.
:[
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[24 May 2008|11:29pm] |
... I am a horrible person.
I have been so caught up in school that I haven't been on LJ in how long? I am so sorry all of you. If you even remember who I am.
I might be gone, but I will still remember you.
:[
You never knew it, but I always loved you.
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[06 Dec 2007|11:50pm] |
I hate myself.
I made the person who I care most about in pain.
I hate myself.
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| to my beloved SANNI |
[29 Nov 2007|11:03am] |
サンイーチャン
＜small＞
I know you can never forgive me.
I know that.
But I sent your package yesterday with a huge apology letter in it. I know you hate me, and never want to talk to me again.
:[
Love,</small>
キキ
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[05 Oct 2007|11:32am] |
Living in Portland is strange, and stressful. Nothing like I thought it would be.
I STILL CAN'T FIND A STUPID POST OFFICE.
I'm sorry for all the late replys, and gifts [especially yours Sanni-chan] :[[[
I understand if you all hate me.
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[13 Sep 2007|09:40pm] |
to all my beautiful penpals whom I love and adore
I HAVE A NEW ADDRESS!!!
it sucks, I know
XD just comment and I'll give it to you ♥ but you have to tell me who you are :DDD
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[09 Sep 2007|04:27pm] |
SOMEONE PLEASE!!!
It's only 12 dollars!!!PLEASE! I WILL PAY NO BACK NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!!
I would buy it but I don't have a credit card :[[[
I need SECRET-280 OR Angela-750 PURPLE
please???? please!
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[30 Aug 2007|06:37pm] |
oh hohoho. what joy.
I'm going to be absent from my computer until Monday.
Kumoricon here I come ♥
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[29 Aug 2007|07:23pm] |
....oh my god.
MY HYATT COSPLAY IS DONE!!
yayyy.
It's basically shit but oh well :DDD hah IT'S DONE!
stayed up last night and today, haha.
kumoricon here I come.
[DIES]
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[20 Aug 2007|06:47pm] |
so I'm never, NEVER having sex. just to let you all know.
Went to my "appointment" today. That was .... words can't describe. I feel violated.
She's just my doctor. She isn't a gynecologist. So that freaks me out.
It wasn't a pap smear, oh no. She wanted to do an EXAM with her fingers. four of them. I was basically freaking out, and I still am.She's like "you have to calm down, relax,relax." HOW THE FUCK CAN I RELAX WHEN YOU HAVE FOUR FUCKING FINGERS IN MY VAGINA AND ARE POKING ME?!?!?!
I don't even know if she used lubercation, because fuck it felt so dry. oh god rubber [shudders] ahhhhhh.
Fuck I 'm in so much pain, and I can't stop shuddering. ahhhh. fuck. [dies]
I feel so dirty and sick. >XO
THEN they had to get a blood sample, to see if I'm anemic. thanks bitches, I'm not starving myself.
But the good thing about today is that I went and bought four novels by Haruki Murakami ♥ my new lover of writing. And during that time I collapsed in Powell's haha. I fainted, and this man had to help me up. It was a short faint though, which was...nice?
I get to go back next monday, [trying to reschedule for This Wednesday] for an x-ray, and something else to look at my ovaries.
fucking bitch, all I wanted was a perscription to Birth Control, which she could have given to me at that moment, but she's a crazy fucking bitch. fucking bitch.
sorry for all the fucks in this entry.
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| QUESTION ABOUT IPOD. |
[10 Aug 2007|09:50am] |
QUESTION ABOUT IPOD.
How come when I stream music, and download it onto my iTunes, it doesn't upload onto my Ipod?
It's really pissing me off since I stayed up till two in the morning doing it, and now they won't go into my Ipod.
does anyone know why?
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[29 Jul 2007|10:16pm] |
ahhh.
[sniff]
I finished Fruits Basket last night.
the manga.
I love Kyo&Tohru&Yuki
MOMIJI♥
[sniff]
I need a hug.
.....?
ONWARDS to finished Neon Genesis Evangelion!
w00t.
in the manga Shinji dislikes Kaworu. freaky.
because in the anime they basically love each other.
:OOOO
wtf
[edit]
OH BABY BABY
;D
tee-hee
hyperventilating never was so good.
YAOI!!!!
haha.good times.
SHINJI:"GUYS DON'T LOVE OTHER GUYS!"
......
woah. They really need to slap some sense into him, it is the year 2015 after all.
dumb ass shinji.
tis alright to sleep with Kaworu when Asuka is in a coma! :DDD
the plot writers just need to get him laid.
He is in desperate need of it.
XD
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[26 Jul 2007|10:25pm] |
KYAAAAAAA!!!!
SANNI-CHAN!
:OOO
I was randomly looking on youtube right? look what I found. Talk about freaky. XDDD tee-hee ♥
And if we ever see each other in real life, we shall dance
X333
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[19 Jul 2007|03:48pm] |
omigosh.
if anyone can make me look like this
I will pay you.
and give you my address.
XDD
no joking.
you give
wigs,attires,clips,ANYTHING.
I'll give you things in return :O
Sound good no?
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[19 Jul 2007|01:31pm] |
birthday gift?
:[[
I know it's expensive but I will pay you back!!!!!
seriously!
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[29 Jun 2007|06:05pm] |
new aim account to get away from stalker :[
ichigoxcupcakes
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[27 Jun 2007|08:59pm] |
AHH!
I love you Sanni-chan! ♥
Got you letter today XD tee-hee.
I have the cellphone charm on my cellular now. I LOVES IT!! I went "aweee!!" when I opened it. tee-hee. And the chocolate bear was slightly broken, but it was still yummy. [drools] I ate it in about three seconds tops? haha. I wish I savored it though, alas. XD tee-hee
THANK YOU DEARIE!
<33
Now I must think of what else to get you. HMMM.
yay we have matching cellphone charms! tee-hee ♥♥
LOVESLOVESLOVESLOVESYOU.
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[24 Jun 2007|08:56pm] |
LOOK HERE!
it's my shop :D
Look around ♥
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